I wish…

I wish i could talk to you again…

I wish i could see you again…

I wish we could be like what we were 5 years ago…

I wish…

I wish…

I wish…we were together again…♥

i havent updated on a month already....wow
stupid school had me on hold...gahh
so herees my update with good and bad things in my life.

1st semester of my final year of hs finished...
i am so freaked..got my report like last week, did okay and did bad...now im wondering weather ill actually GET into uni ...*sigh*
why is school so hard sometimes?
everyone back in sydney wants me to go to uni there so my family can move, i really want to as wel...but i think im going to have second thoughtss considering my report. dammit.
im going to have to study my jiffy off during the nxt 4mths....

ive been pretty much a depressed sod the past 2 weeks of the holidays... why? maybe coz ive been in my room studying all frigging damn day coz of my mum...i mean i know i got pretty not good reports...but i have a life and needs to go out you know? ugh
also been fighting with my mum a lot too. today was the latest one. i just dont get why shes so angry at me all the time, yelling at me....why cant she understand how i feel wat i want?? i try to tell her...but she just yells at me more telling me to shut up. fck i cant take this shiet anymore...


but ive had people help me .
my ygs21 girls, julie and ria.

my ygs21 girls<3:
these girls make me smile, happy, laugh, they make me fall off my seat coz i laugh so much..and also they can make me tear up&cry...with all the sweetest things they can say. they are like my second family. ive been very open with them...more open than i have been with any of my other friends. these girls listen to you, give yu advice, and i thank them for that - for helping me for the past days...especially today.
not going to do personal msgs....coz i cant be bothered...but  ROSEE ! 지지재은 DUO! LOL i love you my right hand woman ! HAHAHA XD
oh and one to hz....for making me CRY YESTERDAY TSK.! haha
she made me cry with this...

"But when things go wrong
and winter comes
You're gonna need to run to someone
Left alone you'll just
freeze up again
But you should know
When it gets too cold
You're not alone
I'll melt the snow "

thank you hz love <3 appreciate it. <33

and i think this is leading to personal msgs...so i shall stop LOL XD
but you know i love all of youuuu ! and you know who you are ! <3

oh and to julie&ria<3:
thank you...for being there, for listening and for worrying.
=]] you'll always be my fave unnies ! hehe


thats that....
theres so much new music these days....LOVE IT ! hehehe
2NE1 mini album is HOTTT STUFF !  i love all of the songs =]
they have really nice vocals and mang teddy is one talented man ! lol
big bang gara gara go is pretty hot too ! top of the world is just love <3
and im pretty sure i like gara gara go korean vers better. LOL maybe im just being biased coz gd sings the chorus LOOOOL XDD
wahhh FT ISLAND vol3 comes out tmrw! but im hoping there will be a d/l link tonight.....KEKEKE XDD probs wont be haha
oh and cant forget the 2PM boys...who never fails to bring out a smile on my face...and make me laugh so much that im about to cry...especially WOO BABY ! hahah that boy is just hilarious....comedian of 2PM much?? hahaha XD

and 2ne1tv got cancelled ! for 2pm...no complaints there truthfully LOOOOLS

but anyways...this has to be my longest entry so far?? lmfaoo
its good to be blogging again ! =]] hehe

so i watched the debut today, coz my internet isnt bak up yet UGHH
but but i watchedd it....
and one word came to mind.

HOT !

WAHH
it was probs the best debut stage ive seeen EVER ! LOL

Elevator:
THIS WAS SO HAWTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT XDD
lol the solo dances were awesome !!
AND TEDDY WAS TALKING IN THE INTRO MUSIC ! WAHHHHH XDD
im pretty sure it was teddy LOL

minji is sucha a damn good dancer ! so talented XD
and her STARE in the elevator was KILLER !! mang
her solo dance was awesome !

dara was so cute in her solo . lol
with her fan. XD
im happy shes in the group.
and i hate all the dara haters. pshh some people didnt like wat she was wearing. IT WAS FINE. SHE LOOKED HOT. THE END ! ughh haters.

bom showed her sexy side in her solo LOL
she was pretty good too ahha XD
i loved it how everyone was screaming out her name during the solo =]

CL CL CL CL CL OMYGAHHH XD
HER DANCE WAS THE BEST ! [in my opinion LOL]
THE CHAIR DANCE MANGGGGGG .
IT WAS SO HOTTT! !!! WAHHH XD
and she looked hot.!


FIRE LIVE:
dudeee this was awesome ! HAHA XD

minji was so good !
dang this girl got lots of talent.
and lol at her jacketboobpumping XD
it was denns fave part?? LMAOOO

bom sounded kinda nervous but she sounded okay. lol
she tried though, and it was the FIRST stage. she wouldve been nervous ^^

pshh to dara haters AGAIN ! HER VOICE WAS NOT DAMN DIGITALIZED IN THE LIVE.! THE DAMN BGM WAS UP PRETTY HIGH ! UGHHH. CLEAN OUT YO EARS DAMMIT !
listen to the MR vers. yu can hear her just fine. and she has a nice voice so GO CLEAN OUT YUR EARS UGHH
stupid dara haters -_-

CL . mang i now know why she was chosen leader.
THIS GIRL HAS SO MUCH TALENT !
her live was good, dancing was good, EVERYTHING WAS GOOD ! LOL
ahha she was so into it !! and she tried so hard ^^

overall i LOVED their debut,, but i wish the mics were turned up higher and the bgm lower
she we could hear the girls more.

AND apparently the girls had to pre-record 6 times??
WTF IS WITH THIS??
THEY MUSTA BEEN SO TIRED AND THEY DID SOUND AND LOOK A LIL TIRED.
WTF INKIGAYO WTF SBS. GOSHH
theyre freaking rookies, its their FIRST damn live.
you dont make them go pre-record 6 times UGHHHHHHH  WTF.

anyways...i was happy wit the fans XD
their chant, and following the songs as well ^^
wish i was there to support ! ahha

and lol the yg fam was there too <3333
YG FAMILY LOVE YALL ! XD

wahh anyways i cant wait for their next stage !! hehe XD

and i really should stop procrastinating....PHYSICS TEST TMR DAMMIT WAHHHHH ><

who hates slow internet???? ME !! OMG
i had to use up my bandwitdh hmph by watching the 2ne1 making vid...but it was worth it !! LOL loved it bahha
and gd with is long kinda curly hair lol XDD so not being biased again LMAO

and it had to die just DAYS before 2ne1 inkigayo debut =((
and when all the good music is starting to come out WAHHHHHHH
heh 5 more days till i get my internet bak. gahh

but mangg so many things to look forward to in the coming months !! hehehehe

this month (may) - 2ne1 debut and shinee comebak
june - big bang jap single .. MY HEAVEN <333
july - 2ne1 mini album
august - gd's solO !!! yeyahhhh XD loool
im so excited LOL

yeye, ria, julie, my fave unnies XDD

yeyes msn just has to keep DYING when we have a convo. stupid internet connection LOL
ahha recently heard her on the phone...SHE SOUNDS SO CUTEE ! *SQUEALS*
i was like awwwwwwww yeye <333 hehehe
and her MICH-OSO LOL
i LOL at that all the time bahhhaha . i LOVE it ! <33 XD
i miss yu yendy ! yu better be getting yo ass to korea this december ! wit kris and jem. lool

ria <33 . mang havent talked to this unnie in days !!
this unnie makes me laugh wit her oscar winning acting.. ! [srsly gotta make yu a little trophy for that LOL]
julie told me bout her fb status.. <333
I MISS YOU TOO UNNIE !! <33
and hope yur okay and feeling well.
and SMILEEE XDD

julie is like my msn buddy these days. LOL
always talk to her on msn. everyday <33 aha
she makes me smile wit her randomness haha
we always end up talking bout the most randomest things !
i love it hehehe XD

yahhhha i got bored and random LOL
.

supposed to be studying for physics....*sigh*
i get distracted so easily LOL

and julie just told me they have CHERRY PEPSI AND COKE IN THE STATES ! LIKE WAHHH??
how come we dont have it here?????!!!! LOOOL

wahh gotta get bak to my physics =((
school sucks . !

=]

heh

so i went to teh library today....after tutoring to get some work done coz i have 4 freaking assignments due in the coming week UGH
but mang i didnt get anything done.....*sigh*

went on msn....3 freaking staff convos...youtube...and OMG YGS BABY ! WE GOT OUR HOME BAK WOOT WOOT WOOT ! 

boy was i happy XDD finaly after a WEEK or so...we get our home bak..

but but i got no work done =(

butttt.......*drum roll*

we not streetkids no more !! YEYAHHHHH XD
LMFAOOOO

but mang...so much shit happening ....SAPOFIDSJFDSA;JFD

anyways....RIA, JULIE AND TAMMY I LOVE YOU ALL <333333

wahhhhhhhh im so bored .

should be doing assignments..but cant be stuffed. *sigh*

but mang i cant wait for 2ne1 debut stage...XDD

anyways...should go try get some work done
ugh

-michgates out ! lol

oh mang...

procrastinating so badly..

math assignment due on thursday...started YESTERDAY !! YEYAHHHH
was supposed to do it in my double freeline today,,,but 2NE1 distracted me wit the nxt 10 seconds of FIRE BABY !

ohmy it sounds hot..
and bomi looked GORGEOUS !!

and tmr is the last DAYY ! until the acutal song XD ehhehehehehe
so excited and the MV BABY !!
finally after waiting for so long !! YEYAHHHH XD

but but yes
procrastinating..on msn wit szai and hazel..patty left a few minutes ago...quite funny actually...hazel said ill be the next bill gates..MICH GATES coz i said im probably going to do computing after i leave school....and then patty said ill have my own server baha
and that ygs will use it so it will be YGSECRET.MJK  LMAOOOO .

AND

IF ONLY JEM KRIS YEYE and i think REIKO DIDNT GO MEETING UP I WOULDNT BE SO BORED ! bahha KIDDING !
actually its a good ting theyre gone..less distraction XD bahha but mang i miss YGS ! =(

anyways...tmrr is tuesday..2 more days till my assignment is due..better go do it LOOL

the future bill gates is OUT ! LMAOO JKS JKS JKS XD

i love my ygS21 family <3

our crazy msn chats.

spazzing...talking bout random stuff .

ahha i love them XD

when i feeel like shieeet and i talk to you guys a smile just comes on my face straight away.
LOL

the usual crew::
ela, gyang, jin, kris, jem, yeye, szai, hazel, april, patty, cat, zoby, reiko and all the others who ive forgotten ! ahha

i love you all <33

thank you for all the good times on MSN ! LMAO

this is so random i know bahhhaha XD

oh and p.s MYH CREW FTW BABY ! LOL
MC loves HZ and YY ! XD


oh and talking to jem right now..while shes watching big bang hite concert bhhhaha . well its about to start. i think.. she tells me its buffering like crazy
LMAO

but oh mang im excited ehhhhee

I LOVE MY LAYOUT AND HEADER

eheh my unnie YEYE made it for mee bahah

I LOVE IT! and its got gd in it LMAO
and crazyMICHvirus was made up by dookietookie HANG aha love yu! 

and the skin was also made by yeye.. i swear shes genius child !
LMAO

I LOVE YOU YEYE AND HANG XD

wahaha


My first post .... EHEHEHE

im sucha newbie at blogging LMAO

but this is all for my unnie JEM! hehehe love yu ! 

so after jem and yeye adds me...ill have 2 FRIENDS!! YEYAHHH! XD LMAO

aha

ima be bak .. wit fangirling!

hehehehe