i havent updated on a month already....wow
stupid school had me on hold...gahh
so herees my update with good and bad things in my life.
1st semester of my final year of hs finished...
i am so freaked..got my report like last week, did okay and did bad...now im wondering weather ill actually GET into uni ...*sigh*
why is school so hard sometimes?
everyone back in sydney wants me to go to uni there so my family can move, i really want to as wel...but i think im going to have second thoughtss considering my report. dammit.
im going to have to study my jiffy off during the nxt 4mths....
ive been pretty much a depressed sod the past 2 weeks of the holidays... why? maybe coz ive been in my room studying all frigging damn day coz of my mum...i mean i know i got pretty not good reports...but i have a life and needs to go out you know? ugh
also been fighting with my mum a lot too. today was the latest one. i just dont get why shes so angry at me all the time, yelling at me....why cant she understand how i feel wat i want?? i try to tell her...but she just yells at me more telling me to shut up. fck i cant take this shiet anymore...
but ive had people help me .
my ygs21 girls, julie and ria.
my ygs21 girls<3:
these girls make me smile, happy, laugh, they make me fall off my seat coz i laugh so much..and also they can make me tear up&cry...with all the sweetest things they can say. they are like my second family. ive been very open with them...more open than i have been with any of my other friends. these girls listen to you, give yu advice, and i thank them for that - for helping me for the past days...especially today.
not going to do personal msgs....coz i cant be bothered...but ROSEE ! 지지재은 DUO! LOL i love you my right hand woman ! HAHAHA XD
oh and one to hz....for making me CRY YESTERDAY TSK.! haha
she made me cry with this...
"But when things go wrong
and winter comes
You're gonna need to run to someone
Left alone you'll just
freeze up again
But you should know
When it gets too cold
You're not alone
I'll melt the snow "
thank you hz love <3 appreciate it. <33
and i think this is leading to personal msgs...so i shall stop LOL XD
but you know i love all of youuuu ! and you know who you are ! <3
oh and to julie&ria<3:
thank you...for being there, for listening and for worrying.
=]] you'll always be my fave unnies ! hehe
thats that....
theres so much new music these days....LOVE IT ! hehehe
2NE1 mini album is HOTTT STUFF ! i love all of the songs =]
they have really nice vocals and mang teddy is one talented man ! lol
big bang gara gara go is pretty hot too ! top of the world is just love <3
and im pretty sure i like gara gara go korean vers better. LOL maybe im just being biased coz gd sings the chorus LOOOOL XDD
wahhh FT ISLAND vol3 comes out tmrw! but im hoping there will be a d/l link tonight.....KEKEKE XDD probs wont be haha
oh and cant forget the 2PM boys...who never fails to bring out a smile on my face...and make me laugh so much that im about to cry...especially WOO BABY ! hahah that boy is just hilarious....comedian of 2PM much?? hahaha XD
and 2ne1tv got cancelled ! for 2pm...no complaints there truthfully LOOOOLS
but anyways...this has to be my longest entry so far?? lmfaoo
its good to be blogging again ! =]] hehe
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